Not bad eh? Writing on this rainy somber day has given me an excuse to do as little as possible. I chilled this morning, then went to Westport for an appointment with my therapist then drove all the way back to NM to meet with my dad and see Star Trek: Into Darkness. WOW. This movie was ultra- awesome! I love Chris Pine. The comedy he brings to each character he portrays but also his passion and charisma is so great. And the fact that he's not bad looking doesn't hurt either. We're going out, he just doesn't know it yet. There was so much action it was amazing! You all should definitely go see it.
I have been thinking a lot about effort and how much I put into what I am doing with my life and how much I am using to get "better". I have no issues putting effort into school and work to do well, but when things get tough in activities that usually come easy to me, I just give up. I seem to have lost my drive to do great things. Where has it gone? I know I had it in middle school and high school, but many things have gotten in the way and somehow it has taken flight. I learned from my walk in spain that if I stick with it and put enough effort in I can complete any task I put my mind to. Why can't I have that mind set in "real life? I guess it is just easier to say I will just give up and figure it out, then waiting it out and putting my best effort in. Also if my heart isn't fully committed, I will be less likely to stick with something. This is a good way to weed out what I like to do and what I have to do. I think I should do things I like to do right?
Anyway here are some bangs that I am digging!
happy rainy day!
Also I am thinking I want to bleach my hair...hmmm
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